Worn out in the service of the Lord
Good afternoon!
Good afternoon!
As I sat down my mind totally went blank. A lot happened
this past week, but...it feels like so long ago that those things
happened ... Things are picking up here. No crazy stories this week--I am sure Mom
is happy to hear that. But I am busy, busy, busy.
Sounds like it has been pretty emotional back home. I
continue to pray for you all. I love you and pray the best for you.
I went on a few exchanges this week so I have not spent all
of my time in my area. I went all over the city of Winnipeg. I enjoy feeding
off of other's excitement and testimonies! Mine was definitely strengthened as
I participated in Elder Perkin's District Meeting on Wed (my trainee is a
District Leader! Nothing to do with me, he is just amazing) which focused on
using the Book of Mormon as the Keystone of our religion. I thought really
deeply about my experiences. My mind frequently tries to get me to doubt and as
I experience those feelings I am filled with confusion and fear, which are
evidences that those feelings are NOT from God because He is not the author of
confusion. Instead, my heart filled with warmth and assurance as I contemplated
my spiritual experiences which have shaped my testimony. For me, those
experiences are only part of my testimony. Another part of my testimony are the
evidences of living the gospel vs. not living it. WOW there is a difference.
Going on one of the exchanges, in particular, really reminded me of how blessed
I am and have always been. Now, I used to dislike the word "blessed"
because I thought it was so vague and something of a cover-up-word for people
while sharing testimonies. However, like I believe I have expressed before, I
have come to a complete knowledge that a blessing can simply be the absence of
something evil, or bad. Isn't that a blessing? Isn't decent health a blessing?
Isn't being able to go on a morning jog a blessing? Isn't a clean home in a
safe neighborhood a blessing? I can't emphasize enough of how lucky I have
always been and that I was BLESSED in my upbringing.
I know you hear me harping on "being thankful" all
the time, but....oh well. I suppose I especially direct my thoughts to any who
read this that think they are so-called "unfortunate" or think that
God has given them a "tough hand", because there were times where I
thought I had it "tough". If nothing else, just writing this helps
reaffirm to me that I am blessed. (If you want MORE specifics I will be happy
to give them to you, but not until after the mission....there are LOTS...you
may want to start writing all things things down to follow up with me, ha) I
remember Pres. Monson's talk "The Attitude of Gratitude" and strive
to develop that mentality. It is healthy, upbeat and encouraging. It brings us
closer to God. I am still a work in progress. I KNOW that the Commandments we
have today are from God and truly free us. I will now step down from this
soapbox I put myself on...
Can you not tell that I am passionate about this? I will be
the best Home Teacher this church has ever seen. Give me those LAs....Lately I
am becoming more bold with those I am in contact with. I have been bold on my
mission before---really bold--but I feel that I am now doing it with the most
pure intentions...never to belittle them, but to share my testimony.
----Pause----I feel great right now. I think I am going to start printing these
emails off and putting them into my journal. What an entry right? Mom, you were
right in your part of the email when you put: "I think that as you
spend more and more time getting to know people at work, talking with people at
their front doors, with your neighbors, etc., in life, you begin to realize how
unhappy some people are or how difficult some people’s lives are. Some
unhappiness or challenges in life are brought on by poor choices and some just
are just difficult circumstances out of their control." To that list I
would add that many good people are just confused too, or do not where to
search. I know that principle is true more than anything. Truly the gospel
brings happiness. I know it does. Christ can eliminate guilt, sin and can
succor us but only if we let Him. Also as part of His Atonement He can lift,
inspire and help us to reach higher, but only if we let Him. We must always be
humble.
You asked about Zone Conference a couple weeks ago. It was
received really well. We built a tower out of Mega Bloks. Fun eh? Elder Skinner
and I showed 2 volunteers and the audience a picture of a complicated structure
we made, but only showed it to them all for about 20 seconds. Then we took it
away and had the volunteers try to build the structure. They couldn't. Then we
gave them written instructions that had them think, but led them to build it
correctly. They had an idea of what they wanted at first, but needed instructions
to get them to the final product. Such it is with missionaries. Missionaries
come out with a basic idea of who they want to be and what they want to
achieve. When they get into the field that is suddenly lost in the frenzy of
everything going on. So much to do! But, with Preach My Gospel as the Lord's
instruction manual for missionary work we can be the type of missionary the
Lord wants us to be. Make sense? It was received pretty well and many
missionaries are studying more intensely in PMG, myself included. I am going
through and writing summaries of all the scriptures given in the blue scripture
study boxes. I am receiving personal revelation as I do it and am feeling
uplifted. I know the gospel is true. The Book of Mormon is true and so is the Bible
(as long as it is translated correctly).
You mention a few chiasms in the Book of Mormon. I will have
to look at those. Alma 36 has a huge chiasm about his experience that is
similar to Paul's in the Bible--a total change, and his soul being "harrowed
up". I learned what that was and I love the words used!
Weather? The other day is was +18C and I about died. I was
roasting. Today looks to be a scorcher too. I laughed when you said 60F was
cold. Perfect, is what it is. No snow...for now.
This week is full of "Transfer Planning", where
President Paulson, Elder Skinner and I will study and search the best places to
put missionaries. I pray for the Holy Ghost to enlighten our minds. This is a 3
day event, by the way...no small undertaking.
I love you all, always seek to have living testimonies.
Elder Galbraith
It rides better than
the Cruze but is not as fun to drive. Yup, I said it. We got it THAT DAY.
Speaking of cars, I had to give up my Minnesota Driver's license and got my
Manitoba one. Sad day.